So at this point im not involved much in the drama...just a bystander. but now it changes. now i unfortunately get involved to help my (new) friend
"And the Friendship begins"
So at this time steph and ash have been dating for a while and now its the beginning of March. Amber and I have been happily dating for over 3 months now(still family drama though...but thats 4 another day). So i get on myspace one day and decide to add dk. the next day she leaves me a comment saying hey and that she really doesnt kno me but knows i have the same teacher the class before her. so i message her saying i don't kno her either but i do know she rides her BIcycle and so do I (a joke basically saying we´re both gay so we should talk). 3 hours later i had her fone # and we were txting away and talking on the fone...our friendship developed at lightning speed. as we talked i began to feel bad for dk...she had gone through alot and i could tell she really loved ashley.so of course i took her side and decided to help her(i definately didnt know the consequences of that). the first thing I asked her was who she wanted...steph or ash.at first she said ash but I kept telling her that wasn't a good idea..i mean why would she want to be with someone who hurt her. i insisted she change her mind but she didn't until a few days later...when she talked 2 ash and realized that wasn't someone she shuld be in a relaitionship with.so then dk decided steph was who she wanted. and i promised her i´d make it happen(im like the dr.phil of my generation, im good with these things).
so every lunch i would talk to steph and explain to her why dk wuz better than ash and why she shuld break up with her. at first i wasn't makin progress but after about a week it started working.steph started to agree with me and i knew i was close.i was puttingalot of time into this because i jus wanted to see dk happy....she was my good friend by now...and i felt like i shuld do whatever it took to make things work for her...i hated ashley at this time for what she did to dk
So 2 days later i had done it. that day at lunch i finally completely convinced steph...steph told me she was gonna leave ashley and was probly gonna date dk. at the end of the school day dk txted me saying steph and ash were no more....and
I simply said...your welcome and you owe me big time. so when I went home I wuz happy and like always I took a nap at around 4...i thought the drama was done...WRONG!
When i woke up(around 7) i had a voicemail from dk telling me to wake up and that we needed to talk. when I called bak i was expecting to hear something along the lines of "steph just asked me out!"...WRONG AGAIN! Instead i heard "Me and Ashley kissed"...WTF! apparently dk had gone to ashleys house (for reasons still unknown) and they kissed. i wuz P-I-S-S-E-D!! i mean really? like really? after all that work.. i knew then steph and dk wouldnt happen (the problem with our group is that stuff gets around quickly) the next day I talked to steph(who like me was pissed) i apologized sayin i had no idea that was gona happen...and that i was angry also because i had put in so much work. Even now i have anger towards dk because things could have been solved there... but of course there had to me more drama. i cussed out dk that day....and basically said she had ruined her chances wit steph. she said sorry but i could tell she didnt care that much because she had ashley now(or so she thought).
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Ready, Set, Go
So here we go....the moment where this all begins
(im gonna warn you that this gets very confusing, but bear with me here)
So this begins in february...the1st event: Ashley breaks up with DK
so this event came as a HUGE suprise to everyone (even the straight people). So during this time dk had surgery on her knee (she had messed it up in track or basketball(one of em)). so wen dk went into surgery ashley was there and told her how she loved her...but when dk came out of surgery ashley,who was sitting right next to her, sent her a text saying she didnt want to be with her anymore. at the time dk had no idea why...in fact no1 knew y. and when every1 heard about it we were confused. So of course dk was distraught. she had given her all to some one and they had just left her with no real reason(and it was terrible timing because she was in the hospital recovering from surgery). at the time ashleys reason was just that she didnt feel the same way about dk. but later we´ll find there was a lot more behind their break up. so this moment was terrible but it wasnt the spark. what happens next is what starts the never ending drama
Event 2: Ashley And Steph???
So the dk and ashley break up wuz super intense but we didnt even have time to dwell on it...thats because 2 days later (thats rite 2 DAYS later) the news broke out that ashley was dating stephanie. everyone was confused...and what was worse was that dk had no idea because she was at home recovering for the week from the surgery. but of course when she found out she was furious(especially because of the fact that stephanie had promised her weeks before that she wouldnt date ashley because she knew dk loved her). so dk was pissed and was depressed for the next few days. and at the time alot of ppl were angry with ashley(cuz we now knew the real reason she left dk). but once again there was no time to dwell on it
Event 3: Your kidding rite? Stephanie and Dk!?
So about 3 days later ash and steph broke up for reasons which r still unclear(according to steph ash wasnt completely over dk). so at around this time dk returns to school and abt 2 days later wut the fuck we hear that dk and steph are dating. so once again theres confusion. s once again (i believe the next day or 2 days later) we hear they brokeup. so i talked to steph and she explained that dk was still in love with ashley and didnt want to hurt her nemore(ashley was soooooooooo pissed). so you wuld think the drama would end there and they would all go there seperate ways...and maybe ash and dk would get bak together...WRONG!
Event 4: Not again!!!!
So you guessed it i was wrong...the drama was no where near finished. a few days later Steph and Ash start datin AGAIN! (this is when i realized steph was a pimp)wtf! but suprisingly this relaitionship lasts longer. so at this time i feel bad for dk even though i didnt know her. ashley had fucked her over and steph definately didnt care. so at this time i start talking to dk...and begin helping her(which mite have been where i went wrong). because then is when i start getting involved in their drama...FAIL!
(im gonna warn you that this gets very confusing, but bear with me here)
So this begins in february...the1st event: Ashley breaks up with DK
so this event came as a HUGE suprise to everyone (even the straight people). So during this time dk had surgery on her knee (she had messed it up in track or basketball(one of em)). so wen dk went into surgery ashley was there and told her how she loved her...but when dk came out of surgery ashley,who was sitting right next to her, sent her a text saying she didnt want to be with her anymore. at the time dk had no idea why...in fact no1 knew y. and when every1 heard about it we were confused. So of course dk was distraught. she had given her all to some one and they had just left her with no real reason(and it was terrible timing because she was in the hospital recovering from surgery). at the time ashleys reason was just that she didnt feel the same way about dk. but later we´ll find there was a lot more behind their break up. so this moment was terrible but it wasnt the spark. what happens next is what starts the never ending drama
Event 2: Ashley And Steph???
So the dk and ashley break up wuz super intense but we didnt even have time to dwell on it...thats because 2 days later (thats rite 2 DAYS later) the news broke out that ashley was dating stephanie. everyone was confused...and what was worse was that dk had no idea because she was at home recovering for the week from the surgery. but of course when she found out she was furious(especially because of the fact that stephanie had promised her weeks before that she wouldnt date ashley because she knew dk loved her). so dk was pissed and was depressed for the next few days. and at the time alot of ppl were angry with ashley(cuz we now knew the real reason she left dk). but once again there was no time to dwell on it
Event 3: Your kidding rite? Stephanie and Dk!?
So about 3 days later ash and steph broke up for reasons which r still unclear(according to steph ash wasnt completely over dk). so at around this time dk returns to school and abt 2 days later wut the fuck we hear that dk and steph are dating. so once again theres confusion. s once again (i believe the next day or 2 days later) we hear they brokeup. so i talked to steph and she explained that dk was still in love with ashley and didnt want to hurt her nemore(ashley was soooooooooo pissed). so you wuld think the drama would end there and they would all go there seperate ways...and maybe ash and dk would get bak together...WRONG!
Event 4: Not again!!!!
So you guessed it i was wrong...the drama was no where near finished. a few days later Steph and Ash start datin AGAIN! (this is when i realized steph was a pimp)wtf! but suprisingly this relaitionship lasts longer. so at this time i feel bad for dk even though i didnt know her. ashley had fucked her over and steph definately didnt care. so at this time i start talking to dk...and begin helping her(which mite have been where i went wrong). because then is when i start getting involved in their drama...FAIL!
The Beginning
So in the beginning there were 5(well technically 6). At the begnning of the school year Amber and i met on a field trip...and after that we were inseperable. i didnt kno the other people of the group. I just knew there were supposedly alot of gay ppl at our school. So a month later amber and began to date. this is quite a long story so i´ll save it for another day. Basically she told me she was bi when we first met. I was bi but in denial so i told her i was straight. Eventually i cracked and told her (after we kissed)....and later we started dating. About 2months into our relaitionship is where the story begins.
So by this time i´ve just started meeting the gay people at our school. Amber knew a few and the only one i knew was steph(my gaydar suked). During this time Amber told me about a gay girl in her class named ashley who apparently had been dating another girl named dk for a year. I told amber she shuld talk to her because mayb she mite have valuable advice. Eventually they began to talk and i started talking to ashley more. During this time amber and i had just came out to our parents. Her parents were furious and said we couldnt see each other and took her fone away...my parents were jus confused and said whatever(my mom was a bit worse about it...she didnt even want to talk to me). as a result...amber would txt me from ashleys fone during class so we could meet up while she had lunch. I had lunch with stephanie and never really talked to her but i knew who she was. At the time she had just broken up with a girl named nicole(she becomes important later)....who she had been dating for a long time.
So jus to recap here were the couples in the beginning
me and amber-2months
dk and ashley-1yr 3months
steph and nicole-jus broken up
so this was the beginning...there was little to no drama between anyone and things were calm and fine...the only problems were between me and amber and our parents but that wasnt at its peak
yet.
so your probly thinkin whens the action gonna start...welll how about now?
all it took was one event to spark months-maybe years-of drama
So by this time i´ve just started meeting the gay people at our school. Amber knew a few and the only one i knew was steph(my gaydar suked). During this time Amber told me about a gay girl in her class named ashley who apparently had been dating another girl named dk for a year. I told amber she shuld talk to her because mayb she mite have valuable advice. Eventually they began to talk and i started talking to ashley more. During this time amber and i had just came out to our parents. Her parents were furious and said we couldnt see each other and took her fone away...my parents were jus confused and said whatever(my mom was a bit worse about it...she didnt even want to talk to me). as a result...amber would txt me from ashleys fone during class so we could meet up while she had lunch. I had lunch with stephanie and never really talked to her but i knew who she was. At the time she had just broken up with a girl named nicole(she becomes important later)....who she had been dating for a long time.
So jus to recap here were the couples in the beginning
me and amber-2months
dk and ashley-1yr 3months
steph and nicole-jus broken up
so this was the beginning...there was little to no drama between anyone and things were calm and fine...the only problems were between me and amber and our parents but that wasnt at its peak
yet.
so your probly thinkin whens the action gonna start...welll how about now?
all it took was one event to spark months-maybe years-of drama
Friday, July 10, 2009
The Characters
So i´ve been debating whether to use real names or not but i´ve made my decision(i wont tell u what it is though).lol So lets start
Naomi-Me obviously...theres not much you need to know. Im bi and i love techno and screamo music..a weird mixture. I guess u could define me as a scene kid cuz im not really emo. i love to make ppl laugh and b very outrageaus about eveything. i love to do stupid things just to say i did them. As the story begins i´ve jus come to a new scool and met some very INTERESTING people. I guess im the main character because eveythings from my point of view. so in general, IM COOL
Amber-wow amber...i love this girl...she´s my everything...yea i no its mushy gushy and you probly dont want to hear it but its true. Im in love with her,no doubt, and i could see myself spending my life with her. shes short like me and has the most beautiful hazel eyes i´ve ever seen.Shes gorgeous, funny, inteligent, and unfortunately a tree-hugger....she always complains that im killing the environment. shes very contemplative and very artsy.shes a deep thinker and very emotional. like me shes bi but in alot of ways we´re complete opposites but we attract.throughout the story me and her go through hell and back but its worth it i guess
DK-yep thats her name. she has a real name but i dont call her by it. another very important person in my life. dk is my best friend. and we´ve also been through alot. dks been hurt alot but i´ve been there for her and helped her. shes really tall(and always jokes on my shortness). shes crazy like me and also loves techno...we´re exactly alike besides the fact that shes a lesbian. shes got curly hair and wishes she was black/gangster(shes mixed). looks wise dks very pretty but since shes my friend i dont see her in any sort of sexual way. we´re jus bffs.
Ashley-wow...its a bit hard for me to explain this girl because shes so iffy. ashley is very indecisive person...and it may seem like she always gets what she wants but this isnt tru. but she is clever i will give her that. she manages to manipulate ppl in ways i´ve nvr seen.her sexuality is a bit confusing wen i asked her she jus said ´´ím ashley.´´ but according to my standards shes bi.shes got curly hair like dk and is normal height and mixed. she has blue eyes which i think r evil...and when she talks she always sounds confused or high(even though shes not).very simply shes conceited and tells great stories.
Stephanie-ok one word for steph:PIMP. i have no idea what she posseses but for some reason(like shane on the l word) all the girls ...aside from me...have had or do have crushes on her...even my gf. im guessin its cuz shes trans(dresses like a guy) but she jus makes every1 go crazy. shes one of those ppl who u jus kno is cool. i dont tlk 2 her much but shes a cool person. but a pimp nonetheless...but no pimp is perfect she eventually gets caught(well more like snitched on) but i applaude her effort. and like always when you get involved u get hurt. and all of these characters...will get hurt
so this sumarrizes the main characters atleast in the beginning. more ppl will come into play...but thats weeks away. so now we begin this EPIC tale of this group. you´d never think 4 people could have so much drama. but here we go..." Before you read this blog you were on the outside, now im going to take you to the unstable world of the inside....are you ready?"
Naomi-Me obviously...theres not much you need to know. Im bi and i love techno and screamo music..a weird mixture. I guess u could define me as a scene kid cuz im not really emo. i love to make ppl laugh and b very outrageaus about eveything. i love to do stupid things just to say i did them. As the story begins i´ve jus come to a new scool and met some very INTERESTING people. I guess im the main character because eveythings from my point of view. so in general, IM COOL
Amber-wow amber...i love this girl...she´s my everything...yea i no its mushy gushy and you probly dont want to hear it but its true. Im in love with her,no doubt, and i could see myself spending my life with her. shes short like me and has the most beautiful hazel eyes i´ve ever seen.Shes gorgeous, funny, inteligent, and unfortunately a tree-hugger....she always complains that im killing the environment. shes very contemplative and very artsy.shes a deep thinker and very emotional. like me shes bi but in alot of ways we´re complete opposites but we attract.throughout the story me and her go through hell and back but its worth it i guess
DK-yep thats her name. she has a real name but i dont call her by it. another very important person in my life. dk is my best friend. and we´ve also been through alot. dks been hurt alot but i´ve been there for her and helped her. shes really tall(and always jokes on my shortness). shes crazy like me and also loves techno...we´re exactly alike besides the fact that shes a lesbian. shes got curly hair and wishes she was black/gangster(shes mixed). looks wise dks very pretty but since shes my friend i dont see her in any sort of sexual way. we´re jus bffs.
Ashley-wow...its a bit hard for me to explain this girl because shes so iffy. ashley is very indecisive person...and it may seem like she always gets what she wants but this isnt tru. but she is clever i will give her that. she manages to manipulate ppl in ways i´ve nvr seen.her sexuality is a bit confusing wen i asked her she jus said ´´ím ashley.´´ but according to my standards shes bi.shes got curly hair like dk and is normal height and mixed. she has blue eyes which i think r evil...and when she talks she always sounds confused or high(even though shes not).very simply shes conceited and tells great stories.
Stephanie-ok one word for steph:PIMP. i have no idea what she posseses but for some reason(like shane on the l word) all the girls ...aside from me...have had or do have crushes on her...even my gf. im guessin its cuz shes trans(dresses like a guy) but she jus makes every1 go crazy. shes one of those ppl who u jus kno is cool. i dont tlk 2 her much but shes a cool person. but a pimp nonetheless...but no pimp is perfect she eventually gets caught(well more like snitched on) but i applaude her effort. and like always when you get involved u get hurt. and all of these characters...will get hurt
so this sumarrizes the main characters atleast in the beginning. more ppl will come into play...but thats weeks away. so now we begin this EPIC tale of this group. you´d never think 4 people could have so much drama. but here we go..." Before you read this blog you were on the outside, now im going to take you to the unstable world of the inside....are you ready?"
Inside Out:Gay Teenage Life-Intro
OK. For starters, Hello, my name is Naomi. Im currently 16 and live in a small town in the U.S. Obviously as you can tell im gay. Tehnically bisexual but most people dont care about the difference. So lets get started. The 1st thing you should know about this blog is that its 100% true. Everything i say in this blog has happened in real life. 2nd you should know that this blog is similar to the L word on the logo channel(if you dont know it its ok).However this blog pertains to those in the lgbt community who are under 18...but if your over 18 its also fine. Theres lots of drama to make it very simple. 3rd if you like my blog please tell me...ask questions,give advice, or complain if you like. Also i love to hear other peoples stories about their experiences so feel free to share. I´d like to make some friends on here, and maybe a few fans.4th i know this is apparently a controversial(i had to look up how to spell that) subject. But i know who i am and if you dont agree with my beliefs fine because you are entitled to your opinion....but please nothing to rude or violent(im an actual person with feelings too as u will see). And to all who take the time to read this blog thank you...it rally means alot. Well enough with the gushy stuff....that basically completes the intro. Now lets start with the characters....
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